Posted by Anonymous on 2013/05/23 under Friends Sometimes you just really don’t know whether your friends are real. Sometimes you got this thought on your head that you best friend is really true, nice, and trust you. Sometimes in the end we say to ourselves, “Why did I trust him/her?” and sometimes we feel like we’ve been betrayed. Sometimes you really just can’t trust anyone but your self because you’re just going to hurt even harder…
Does any of you have this feeling when you got really close to your best friend and feeling like you don’t even want to be apart like you just want to say with that best friend for the rest of you life..? I feel that too. But I loved my best friend so much. But he judged me probably because he thinks that I’m something.. I thought he was one of that people that would never hurt me but instead he did. We’ve been fighting over silly things. I’m always nice to him, so I couldn’t find the reason why he just did that.
As days pass by, I still see him at school. I guess I look at him because I miss him. He was a good best friend too. But he just doesn’t appreciate me. I hate when I’m always his second choice, while he’s always my first choice… He puts me second while I put him first. Life isn’t just what you really want. Instead fate doesn’t really come, and it might not be what you really want. So instead of sitting there and waiting for something to happen. Just go walk and make your own path.
I’m so proud of my heart, because even if it got stabbed, walked on and other more stuff, it’s still alive, trying to love more people.
But I just hope that their tired of doing that because my heart is bleeding so much. He might not love anyone much as he loved the person before.